Living Hell

Monday, March 30, 2009

Yesterday was so fuckin tired

went to ariff classpit, have fun and stuff..

At around 1.30a.m, they take out

Absolute Vodka Raspberry and some bottle of vodka^^

we played some games that is very interesting and fun too..

i was dared to snot a small amount of vodka and

i never tried snot'ing before. I thought it would be at worst

but it turn out to be fun instead, hahaha!

I snot the vodka around four to five times, then after that went to

Pasiris Swamp and there my named aliff saw Pontianak and Toyol..

woah scary, luckily it wasn't me who see it. After that when to Tent

and sleep wake up at 2p.m then went home=)..

Got a call from Pastamania that i get the job, woohoo!!!!

I can't wait to start working...

WISHLIST!!!here i come!!!!hahahah!

nas teleported on 4:17 AM

Holidays are pretty bored when my leg is still sprained which i can't skate for two weeks-__-" and when i'm single..
Lets talk about life..
Life is like a puzzle that is unfair, 2009 is been a bad and worst year ever but i got to thank god for letting me live in his earth...THANKS GOD!!!
I just miss somebody, eventhough we're apart pieces of love of her is still in my heart..
I just got to move on but i can't, it's like my feet are trapped with Bear Traps...

Is trust really that hard
A gesture of faith in me
You make it so, and you let go within the circle
blasphemy so regularly, right?
Everyone knows what you wear
The face of doubt
To live without
Honestly we're deceiving each other
You speak of awe
and take every word from me
You speak of awe
And make every word taste sweet
I've given you more of my self
It's hard to get that back
Go, and make me believe that I feel complete
Better suite my manic depressive desires
(Dance Gavin Dance - Caviar)..

I'll post more next time
busy with Guitar Practice for 11april gig
and my new Experimental band - JUTURNA

nas teleported on 3:12 AM

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Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Picture's taken by my good friend of mine

RIDWAN!!lol!

Credits to you bro!

This was at the class bbq pit yesterday, it was so fuckin bored

Kickflip

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Saturday, March 21, 2009

If you reading this baby..

I just wanna tell you that you're my everything in life

My Girlfriend, My Baby, My Bestfriend, My Wife

My Skatergirl, My Princess and You're My Angel

I love you very much darling!

You are a perfect gift god gave me..

Even thought we meet yesterday

i still miss you darling..

nas teleported on 1:50 AM

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Friday, March 20, 2009

Just now was awesome, great, perfect and best day..

because i get to bring my hunney to skate with me at somerset skatepark^^.

the terrible thing is i sprained my ankle=(

but its okay cause i got to spend time with bby just now..

just now was only 4 people skating

me, acap and 2 more of his friends..

btw forget to add in saw elmmy and khairani(i can't remeber her name)

after that when to dhoby ghaut with my injured leg

she took my board seyy and bully me the whole day, argh!!haha

she hold my board and skate too but abviously not doing

trick at all cause she was wearing skirt just now, lol!

haha cute laa u darling..

back to dhoby ghaut story

when we were there i didn't skate, all the way i'm with her..

smoking, talking, quarraling for fun then i look upstairs there's a old board,

at first i was too lazy to go up there and take it

but since bby wants it, i climb up and take it..

she was so happy i don't know why, lol!

8.45p.m when back home, she was holding my deck

and i was holding the old lemau deck..

we are like skate couples sia, haha!

fyi the board we found is ELEMENT BOARD..

and yeah

sorry Fred, Sha, Danny, Kurt and everybody was at citylink..

i couldn't meet you guys cause i'm short of ez-link card credit..

nas teleported on 9:38 AM

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Wednesday, March 18, 2009

Currently listening to Smoke Em If You Get Em

I'm Exercising SELF-CONTROL!

i so damn fucking bad mood today

so fuck off okay please before i rip your fucking face ass shit motafucker

if i see you flirt with my girl, you are so damn gonna get from me your fucking prick

whoever it is, i don't like to mention names..

if i see you and if you're my old fucking hypocritical secondary friend

i'm going punch your face till you bleed...

IN YOUR FACE!!

argh! fuck my prepaid running low

anyone borrow me 25bucks please?

goodbye!

nas teleported on 9:27 AM

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Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Happy Monthsary Baby!!!

hahaha

and yeah i miss you like hell seyy...

and yeah as usual go to school

and today got this stupid 'Walk-a-thon' shit ever it is..

me and haikal ran away from aziz and yeah, there's some

kid playing te guitar and sing to us..

overall okay uhh but your english ahh ade abit spoilt uhh brother, haha!

when home by bus woah damn fuckin tired sia just now

slept around 1hour in bus from Bukit Batok to Yishun..

then when skating at CT-hall with danny, sha, fred and one more guy

i keep forgetting his name uhh, hahaha!

then guess what after a few hours Kurt and rymie came

then i was bullied by them for 1hour sia, cibai!

watchout uhh you all, lol!

and yeah

i landed 180FS Flip just now at Sportshall

eventhough the deck fahim gave was like shit

i still land new tricks uhh, hahaha!

goodnight!

nas teleported on 11:13 AM

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Sunday, March 15, 2009

yesterday was the worst fucking day ever!!!

oh my god!!!

Lcube gig was the worst gig ever seriously

first my friends says they were coming to my gig

but they say last minute laa ape laa

what the fuck, reason after reason...

because of it, i got to pay 49 bucks because

i never get to sell 7 tickets that cost 7bucks each, hais!

and the worst is i lost my Fucking lovely MACBETH SHOE!!!!!!!!!!!!

but i got myself a Adidas NBA series after the show

thanks to burger and haikel to help me keep it

thanks bro!!

after that went to Beat Merchants to watch some

HXC band and bare knucles perform..

they were great, its my first time been to their gig,

sharul hxc dance cool uh, haha..isap laa!

thats all, i got no mood to write more

due to my lost macbeth..

hais

REST IN PEACE MY BELOVED MACBETH!

and yeah

i miss my princess laa!!

damn!!

i miss u hunney!

love u hunney!

nas teleported on 7:56 AM

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Friday, March 13, 2009

I MISS MY PRINCESS(!)

I MISS julietteTHRASHER(!)

I MISS MY BABY(!)

I MISS MY PRINCESS(!)

I MISS julietteTHRASHER(!)

I MISS MY BABY(!)

I MISS MY PRINCESS(!)

I MISS julietteTHRASHER(!)

I MISS MY BABY(!)

I MISS MY PRINCESS(!)

I MISS julietteTHRASHER(!)

I MISS MY BABY(!)

I MISS MY PRINCESS(!)

I MISS julietteTHRASHER(!)

I MISS MY BABY(!)

nas teleported on 12:50 PM

i think today i my worst day ever

today there's no school for me because it say so..

and tommorrow morning i need to go to Bishan ITE cause there's

a talk about Multimedia Portfolio blah blah,

when to gym just now from 5p.m to 9p.m

then went to tampines and grab something to eat

argh damn, my muscle's are aching, shit shit shit!

then went skating from 12a.m to 2a.m..

huh?why you go back home so early?

haha lame i know, the thing is i broke my fu*ckin Chocolate board!!!!!!

argh damn!!!

fuck i got no mood to write more

GOODNIGHT!

nas teleported on 12:37 PM

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Thursday, March 12, 2009

today as usual meet my princess at Big Clock near my house..

i was abit late just now, haha p.s sorry bby, sorry dee..

went to them and apologies..

then my hayley said u! u! u! tgk tuu, it's Full Moon seyy..

haha, then i laugh like an idiot..

It's so beautiful seyy, after that went to interchange

she grab something to eat and i bought $1 coke..

waaa MacDonald at Interchange service as so fucking bad, FUCK!

ask for a salt, then she threw it at me..GRRRRR!!

after that took 969 to yishun as usual to meet zamir and ridwan.

crowd was so banyak sia, like as if ade accident gitu.

Go P.E class and went to my p.e teacher that i dunno his name

and said that i can't do p.e for today..i said my leg was fractured due to skating, lol!

blah blah blah...

We thought that we want to go home instead of going

to aziz class because it's so boring sia but it turn out the other way..

when to aziz class play guitar and keyboard,

we were making funny sounds out of the keyboard, LOL!!!!

damn great day sia just now...

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Wednesday, March 11, 2009

I am bored!!!

shit shit

didn't go to school today because i overslept..

when to Macpherson and bought

a pack of ciggis, lol!

before that i when to Cotton On and bought a Cheap 2bucks bag..

then go back to tampines and meet my Princess

p.s cute laa kau rambut mcm Hayley Williams, haha

love uu hunney!

love uu baby!

muacks!

nas teleported on 3:56 AM

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Sunday, March 8, 2009

Blink 182 - DumpWEED

the best and the funniest things i ever had

on the last two nights..

but still i can't take more and more cause

the thing making me Stupid/bodoh

hahaha

takecare!!=)

nas teleported on 8:40 PM

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Friday, March 6, 2009

Today skating was so f!@king fun okay2 uhh

First i really want to apologies to Danny..

( sorry ehkk cute, aku tk ikot kau g recording tkde duit bus laa )

btw firstly when to Macpershon grab a pack of Malboro,

then when to City Plaza to makan2 at Arnold's, oi sedap giler sia

but i got to cutdown with oily foods to keep away from gaining weight, haha!

when to some unknown plaza to play pool, eventually i lost 3 games of of 3 and

i really forget how to play pool, lol!

after a hour when back to tampines

meet some "MATREP" skater mcm paham, haha!

fuck sia, they were wearing Stripes shirt where can get it at

Peninsula plaza if you want to be like them X)..

It's like 10 people skating today at Tampines Sporthall, gerek siols

because i can show off my new tricks to them!!!

after a hour after when to telepark to

lepak cause police are EVERYWHERE i dunno why..

then Zul Toy Machine guy bought Ansterdam Maximator 11.6,

then apiit and his brother and gosh it looks so tempting^^..

Nazero was like daring me to drink

Nazero "minum uhh nass aku dare kau" p.s but he never drink uhh

nasTHRASHER says "nanty kalau aku minum kau tk suke aku pulak,

psl peragai aku mcm cibai biler aku mabok nanty"

Nazero replied "ok2 hurry up and drink"

i was like thinking twice and the third time, cause i stop drinking like 1year plus..

argh! f!@k uhh, then i drank and naz face was shocking like he sees an ghost..

nasTHRASHER says"ok daa aku da minum, jgn bingit okey?"

p.s sorry apiit if i drag ur ansterdam until half, hehehe!

then apiit brother treat me another ansterdam, hahah!

This is the picture that can prove to you!!lol^^

slack until 5.am?!! fuck, i was like vomiting like monster sia

because of the bubbleness of the drink..

then go home and where this blog was posted, hahahaha!

p.s Arina!!! I Miss You too baby, hais=(

and yeah

do u remember this?

u drew it in at my hand?haha, sweet seyy..

and yeah, its confirm next week i'm going piercing^^

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Thursday, March 5, 2009

Yesterday skating gerek giler sia

Didn't went to school again and again

just stress up with things...

Meet Danny and Sha at danny's crib at 12p.m,

while i reach there they were watching My Best Friend Girlfriend i think

it was so fu#$king funny sia, really teaches me a lesson..

ok fuck, after watching the movie went to danny's room with

sha, dinno and wee-man..

Sha left at 1.30p.m to pickup his sister at school,

then danny play me a song he writen

"aku nk bunuuh diriiii" haha cibai krng!!..

Then we talk about what really happen with my relationship

and Dinno says this

"Kiwak stupid reason after reason, alah pompan semue samer ahh..aku pun pernah kene, kau kene chill je aight nass"

then fred says"kiwak krng mesti have Break-up Sex"

i was like huh??lol

merepek but funny, they are just trying to cheer me up..

thanks for being there for me brothers and friends,

i'll never forget you in the rest of my life..

and to arina, I'm still thinking of u, don't u forget me okay?

after that went to Citylink to go skating

grab Winston Red and smoke, smoke and smoke

it's like one day never smoke siols, lol!

then off to citylink skate until 5.30pm

then follow danny go jamming

KIWAK STRAIGHT FORWARD siol!!hahahaha

For Our Glory!!For Our PRIDE!!

ok da cukup got to sleep

bsk nk g sembayang!!!

always love you arina

nas teleported on 8:28 PM

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Wednesday, March 4, 2009

I can't stop thinking of u arina

I just want to know how u doing out there without me

lame i know, it's over

btw

I want all of these dolls and puppets sia!!

argh!!!

its so fucking cute

Come on Billy, chucky and family

let's be friends and rip all those matreps

and bitches out there, LOL!

BILLY

CHUCKY AND FAMILY

If i have them, i'm going to have my revenge..

I wish i could be a puppet or a doll one day, hahaha!

see even dolls make love but a brutal love not

the sweet ones, haha..

nas teleported on 5:50 PM

I think

i wanna go pierce my lips

but i'm scared

*cibai penakot*

nas teleported on 7:22 AM

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Monday, March 2, 2009

its 11p.m since i just came back from lepak

with my friends trying to sort things out..

when i was walking alone while text'ing dee,

i saw the moon was so gorgeous

it's bleeding red colour just like my heart are..

sorry dee i didn't take picture..

first i saw was small normal moon

then it grow and grow bigger and brighter,

its god creation...

I was shocked when i saw it

while the moon grow bigger my heart start to beat faster and faster,

am i connected to the moon?

is god trying to make me cooldown?

is god sending me a message to me?

hais, i don't know..

Tommorrow meeting arina for the lastime

not the lastime actually..

take good care of yourself okay dear?

don't let other boys break your heart okay?

like you promised me to study hard for 'N' level remember,

and please put it in more effort on your studies okay?

p.s I'm waiting for your 'N' level result=)

goodbye my love=(

nas teleported on 6:56 AM

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Sunday, March 1, 2009

Its been two days she left me, hais=(

I keep staring at your picture that u gave me on valentine's day thats why

i can't sleep for two days and i can't eat for two days...

I'm really really sad

that you left me arina..

I'll wait for you no matter what

I SWEAR!

I miss you bby!

I miss the times when we're together

nas teleported on 3:51 PM

I really don't believe that it has to end tonight and this way...

I smoke 10 sticks straight and my tears were dropping when i wrote this post, i really really

gave her everything..

I gave her my time, my effort of running way from practical in class

just to meet her, i gave her everything what she wants

and end up to be this way?

I really wish this is my dream but its not, its reality..

please arina, i really wish we could be together again

i really miss the times we spend together and yeah

p.s(arina) please listen to

December Last Year - Summer's Over

Katie's Valentine - Summer's Over

With Me - Sum 41 aight?

gosh! i can't stop thinking of you

your face, your voice, your laughter,

your sweet cute pictures, your love to me and everything, hais=(

I wish i could turn back time and make it right but i can't

i wish i could be with her again..

Eu said sorry a few times but sorry is nothing to me anymore...

I remeber the first time we met

i look into your eyes

you were so beautiful like the red rose

and i thought we could last long but.

i just wanna tell you that i miss you.

do you feel like i do?

you didn't realise i love you didn't you?

you didn't realise that i try my best to keep us from falling apart didn't you?

i'm just telling u again, i miss you.

I keep your picture as a memory

Hais i can't stop crying..

I won't forget you no matter what,

I will wait for you no matter what,

I won't stop crying until we are together again no matter what...

Can somebody help me get her back to me plssssssssssssssssss?

nas teleported on 6:27 AM

today

it's really a bad day for me..

Am i not good enough for you bby?

are you leaving me bby?

we are not falling apart, i promise to make you happy

in or another way..

the truth is

I WANT TO BE BY YOUR SIDE FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!!

sob sob!=(

nas teleported on 3:14 AM

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nasTHRASHER
Grows a year every 1st September
I Live My Heart, And I Never Follow
I Truly Believes In Karma and Fate
Afraid of Sin and Truth
Plays in a band called Take Over, Juturna and Friction

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